I don't know.....

Life Life Life…..I am not the right person who can tell you what is life but whatever my little mind can think and what I observe around me it’s an individual journey from birth to death.  It evolvs around relations experiencing different emotions takes so many decision.  Sometimes for itself and sometims for other but I go little further I find there is never about other it is always about me.  Now me is different for everyone.  For some ME is made with people who are around him/her for some ME is just his/her aspirations for some ME is others.  During this journey this individual makes so many decsions sees different seasons of life these seasons are emotions which s/he live and these seasons decides the phases of life.  They say your decisions decides your next half but sometime I think if it was only in an idividual's hands there will never be a wrong decision because how can one think wrong about his/herself.  

It’s the destiny which controls the journey and makes the situation and circumstances that you have to experience what is destined.  Does it mean one should not think about the future and there should no exist of the word called “PLAN” or “DREAM” if everything is pre decided than what the hell I should plan.  But if I do not plan life will be very bored won’t it? There will be no meaning of any day in life.  Life will be very quiet so the creator made some word called plan, dream and illusion.  In order to give a meaning to your each day one should plan or dream because dream takes you to the word of your illusion where you get happiness and a word which you decide for yourself.  So in a quest to get happiness one plan and do the damn thing to achieve what s/he dreamt of  but I should keep one thing in my subconcious mind this is the life which I have decided for myself what destiny has decided its still a suspense so do not expact that what you want will surely get it.  Do not loose your patience, do not loose your peace of mind. This is how I found planning is a way to pass your life to give you something to think or rather something to keep you busy to give you happiness to make you feel different emotions.

I see people around me they are living a better life than manier in this world but still not happy.  I do not say they are wrong or they should not think for better life of course they have full right to have the pleasure of being in illusion of getting the life which they dream of and give all the efforts to get it.  I don’t understand why they think so extream why they become so impatience what if creator give them what they want right away will they be happy for entire life there will be not be another one.  So why don’t they understand rather acknowledge for what they have.  Nobody stops them to get their desires give your efforts but I would say not at the cost of peace of mind.  Let’s give sometime to nature be ready to accept whatever it gives and have trust in yourself you can face any extream situation and a balanced and quiet mind can think better and is more powerful.  Control your mind direct it to think in a mannar which does not make you weak.  Its difficult but not impossible.  Enjoy everything which comes to your way whether it is as per your wish or not.  Explore it if its not as per your wish atleast it will divert your mind from the feeling of disliking it and will give you a new reason to think and plan or keep you busy ultimately will happen what creator has decided but due to the fact creator has decided something for me I can not stop living my life till the time he opens his palm I can live those moment which atleast I can make happy for myself which is today…So Laugh, love, pray live your today at fullest.....

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Nap

More you chase more it goes away. She got everything except what she wanted. She did whatever she could do to get it she strived hard and it came infront of her. She was about to touch it and what happened it got disappeared She ran after it she did not leave the thought to get it and did not think about how many faliur she has faced she was just running behind her dream and was busy to bring the time in her favor somewhere she was aware she has very limited time it can be over any point in time but when she was not aware of it. She tried and came in a new world where she got the way to get her dream come true after so many faliure it was not big but she has faith in herself she will do she somewhat made it and but she has not achived her goal yet but she was almost very near she made it with her limited resources and while doing it she forget she may has to go back from where she has come. She was laughing, playing and ofcourse runing hard to get her true laugh suddenly the time got over and now she has to go back, leaving her dream, aspiration and ambition. What all she did till now it doesn’t matter, what she faced no matter because end justify evrything and the end is that she was fail to get her dream she was just running running and running. She was full of faith and self confident. She doesn’t know how would she write the another new chapter of her life with her experience because her faith and belives has shaken. She might have not taken right decision sometimes, she might have made mistakes she might have expeacted a lot from her but the end is time is over and nothing matters…..
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I.....

I….. Why it is always asked to forget I, does it really that much un important person amoung he, she, you or they? Is it the least imporatant rather not important amoung all the person why? Why do they say selfish when one think about I. Thinking about I and not following you is it really a crime. Why I feel guilty when it is I. Was I made to think only about he, she, you they but there should be someone for whom I should be you…I cry, I is helpless I don’t speak about I, I always think about you. Than why when there is the time for I why you don’t think about I what I want, can’t you understand what I want, can’t you feel what I need is it always I need to speak and when I speak you say do whatever you want to do never come to me in future you didn’t even take single second to think and made I apart from you, I always thought about you than why you are away when I need you. Just try to understand I. I is not always wrong when it is I there is somewhere you just stop for a second forget about they and feel what I say is for your happiness. If I is happy you will be happy, I is not always wrong it is just the time let this time go. I is begging you just try to understand I’s silence…….they have never bothered and they will never bother, they have never come, they will never come it is only you who has made I and than why you think about what they will say. They will always say and will be quite it is only I and you who will live this life.

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