Thursday, March 17, 2011

Isolation speaks........

My isolation says to me give your time to me and I am all yours trust me………
   I am felling blue today.  I don’t know where is life going what is there for me.  Everything is fine in life, everything is going smooth but still I feel something missing.  What is missing I don’t know.  I realize it happens when u are not doing what you want.  I know it is as difficult to do what you  want as it is simple to say what you want.  My most of the time spent thinking about who I am where I wanna go and what I m doing how will I go what next….I got the answers, when I will be happy but it depends when the situtation comes in my favor.  Yaaaaa its tough but I should enjoy my isolation.  My isolation says to me to live for him, my isolation asks time for myself and believe once you are busy with someone in life nobody asks for the time for yourself it’s the time when you can do whatever you want to do start from the smallest one….In life whenver you see you have nothing to do do what all small things you wanted to do.  If you like travelling and want some change go somewhere now you would think I don’t have money common dude these all are just crap.…going out does’nt mean you plan for U.S. trip whenever you feel like travelling come out from your home see around you there are many places in your city where you havn’t been…try this you would love it.  Don’t look for sombody that someone will give company only then you will go try to look around you there are manier things which you have ignored just for thr sake of getting something big.  Try cooking…cook something for you, watch movies which you were planning to watch from a long time,  write something don’t wait to write an epic atleat write what you  feel about today once you get in to these habits you would never be bore, you would never be alone. Do just  what you want to do not for the world, family and friends but for you, for your isolation and once you start luving your isolation believe me you would not be isolate.