passé six mois

How the time changes we just don;t realize.  we wait for somthing to happen in life and it happens such swiftly we could not relize it has gone.  Do you know why because we never live the period in which we are.  we either fasten in fat ot thinking about future and forgets about the present. 

In past six month I saw differnt culture a different world and a different exerience.  Moments all thise which I used to dreamt about it has now happened and happening and i do not remeber what i used to think about these days do I realize enjoys the happiness perhaps yes or perhaps no.  Or may be I do not know how to enjoy the happiness,  Cann't ever stop ourself from thinking about the future and just live the present.  Why do we always have problem with present

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I don't know.....

Life Life Life…..I am not the right person who can tell you what is life but whatever my little mind can think and what I observe around me it’s an individual journey from birth to death.  It evolvs around relations experiencing different emotions takes so many decision.  Sometimes for itself and sometims for other but I go little further I find there is never about other it is always about me.  Now me is different for everyone.  For some ME is made with people who are around him/her for some ME is just his/her aspirations for some ME is others.  During this journey this individual makes so many decsions sees different seasons of life these seasons are emotions which s/he live and these seasons decides the phases of life.  They say your decisions decides your next half but sometime I think if it was only in an idividual's hands there will never be a wrong decision because how can one think wrong about his/herself.  

It’s the destiny which controls the journey and makes the situation and circumstances that you have to experience what is destined.  Does it mean one should not think about the future and there should no exist of the word called “PLAN” or “DREAM” if everything is pre decided than what the hell I should plan.  But if I do not plan life will be very bored won’t it? There will be no meaning of any day in life.  Life will be very quiet so the creator made some word called plan, dream and illusion.  In order to give a meaning to your each day one should plan or dream because dream takes you to the word of your illusion where you get happiness and a word which you decide for yourself.  So in a quest to get happiness one plan and do the damn thing to achieve what s/he dreamt of  but I should keep one thing in my subconcious mind this is the life which I have decided for myself what destiny has decided its still a suspense so do not expact that what you want will surely get it.  Do not loose your patience, do not loose your peace of mind. This is how I found planning is a way to pass your life to give you something to think or rather something to keep you busy to give you happiness to make you feel different emotions.

I see people around me they are living a better life than manier in this world but still not happy.  I do not say they are wrong or they should not think for better life of course they have full right to have the pleasure of being in illusion of getting the life which they dream of and give all the efforts to get it.  I don’t understand why they think so extream why they become so impatience what if creator give them what they want right away will they be happy for entire life there will be not be another one.  So why don’t they understand rather acknowledge for what they have.  Nobody stops them to get their desires give your efforts but I would say not at the cost of peace of mind.  Let’s give sometime to nature be ready to accept whatever it gives and have trust in yourself you can face any extream situation and a balanced and quiet mind can think better and is more powerful.  Control your mind direct it to think in a mannar which does not make you weak.  Its difficult but not impossible.  Enjoy everything which comes to your way whether it is as per your wish or not.  Explore it if its not as per your wish atleast it will divert your mind from the feeling of disliking it and will give you a new reason to think and plan or keep you busy ultimately will happen what creator has decided but due to the fact creator has decided something for me I can not stop living my life till the time he opens his palm I can live those moment which atleast I can make happy for myself which is today…So Laugh, love, pray live your today at fullest.....

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Nap

More you chase more it goes away. She got everything except what she wanted. She did whatever she could do to get it she strived hard and it came infront of her. She was about to touch it and what happened it got disappeared She ran after it she did not leave the thought to get it and did not think about how many faliur she has faced she was just running behind her dream and was busy to bring the time in her favor somewhere she was aware she has very limited time it can be over any point in time but when she was not aware of it. She tried and came in a new world where she got the way to get her dream come true after so many faliure it was not big but she has faith in herself she will do she somewhat made it and but she has not achived her goal yet but she was almost very near she made it with her limited resources and while doing it she forget she may has to go back from where she has come. She was laughing, playing and ofcourse runing hard to get her true laugh suddenly the time got over and now she has to go back, leaving her dream, aspiration and ambition. What all she did till now it doesn’t matter, what she faced no matter because end justify evrything and the end is that she was fail to get her dream she was just running running and running. She was full of faith and self confident. She doesn’t know how would she write the another new chapter of her life with her experience because her faith and belives has shaken. She might have not taken right decision sometimes, she might have made mistakes she might have expeacted a lot from her but the end is time is over and nothing matters…..
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I.....

I….. Why it is always asked to forget I, does it really that much un important person amoung he, she, you or they? Is it the least imporatant rather not important amoung all the person why? Why do they say selfish when one think about I. Thinking about I and not following you is it really a crime. Why I feel guilty when it is I. Was I made to think only about he, she, you they but there should be someone for whom I should be you…I cry, I is helpless I don’t speak about I, I always think about you. Than why when there is the time for I why you don’t think about I what I want, can’t you understand what I want, can’t you feel what I need is it always I need to speak and when I speak you say do whatever you want to do never come to me in future you didn’t even take single second to think and made I apart from you, I always thought about you than why you are away when I need you. Just try to understand I. I is not always wrong when it is I there is somewhere you just stop for a second forget about they and feel what I say is for your happiness. If I is happy you will be happy, I is not always wrong it is just the time let this time go. I is begging you just try to understand I’s silence…….they have never bothered and they will never bother, they have never come, they will never come it is only you who has made I and than why you think about what they will say. They will always say and will be quite it is only I and you who will live this life.

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Aur yun waqt guzar gaya.....

Baithi ek din kalam leke

Chahti thi likhna kuch

Sochati rahi ki kya likhun

Chand shabd likhe hi the

      Aur waqt guzar gaya…..

Duniya se bekhabar

Hazaron raston ke beech

Lagi pahchanane apni rah

Kuch kadam badaye hi the us oor

     Aur waqt guzar gaya…..

Kuch Kadam tay kar

Aage kahin aayi thi

Dekha do pal ruk ker peeche

Sathi kuch chhod aayi thi

Aage hath badane ko hi thi

       Aur waqt guzar gaya…..

Ek din yun hi chalte chalte

Dikha tha dhundhla sa kuch

Paas jaker uthaya usse

Dekhker zara muskurayi hi thi

   Aur waqt guzar gaya…..

Kaano main kuch aahat aayi thi

Yaadon ki parchayi lahrayi thi

Vo chai ki chusakiyan

Dosto ke sath hasi thitholiyan

Awazain thi kal ke galiyaron ki

Ye samajhane hi lagi thi

     Aur waqt guzar gaya…..

Phir ab kyon meri ye aankhe nam hain

Kya mujhko ab gam hai

Puchha main jab khud se

Sannata tha bas aur chuuppi thi

Aur haan ek dard bhi tha anjana sa

Jo baitha tha chupker sabse

Maine di dastak aur pucha phir se

To dheere se bola

Yun hi Guzar gaya waqt

Aur jo Guzar raha hai us per na mera bas

Phir aayega kal

Koi puchhega phir se

Phir se honge sannate

Phir vo anjane ke sath sair sapate

Sannaton ki gunje hongi

Phir khud se ye baatain hongi

   Ki……..

Aur yun waqt guzar gaya.

Anjaan Zindagi

Kuch lamhe apne liye chahti hai zindagi.
Rukh se alag bahna chahti hai zindagi
Hawaon se tez udna chahti hai zindagi
phir khud ko zanzeeron main uljha pati hai zindagi....

Mile fursat to khud se milna chahti hai zindagi
Lahron pe makam pana chahti hai zindagi
Barish ki boondo ko sakhejana chahti hai zindagi
phir khud ko zamin pe pati hai zindagi.....

Lahron se pata puchti hai sahil ka zindagi
Hawaon me thikana dundhti hai zindagi
Chand se puchti hai subah ka fasana zindagi
Phir khud ko tanha pati hai zindagi.....

Mile zindagi to kahu usase
           zindagi se milna chahti hai zindagi..


Kuch pal zindagi se churaker ji le apne liye
Kuch lafz alfazo se leker saza le koi tarana apne liye
Jo Kal hoga vo aayega kal
pal jo hai usko ji le aaj ke liye

Saason ka daman thame hai jab tak
le le kuch saasain apne liye

Zindagi ki raftar se kah
Tahar jaye kuch pal ke liye
Pata nahi agale mod per kya mile
Dikh raha hai jo use le le abhi ke liye

Hawaon se mat puch rasta unka
Chal de wahi jaha dil le chale tujhe
Bhulaker sab ab to ji le
Le le kuch pal zindagi se
Kya pata ye pal mile na mile kal tujhe.....

Maine suna hai mujhse abhi
udd ja khwaishon ke pankh liye
Hasraton ka ek naya jahan intzar main hai

Maine suna aur ye dil chal diya
Lamho ke sath us naye hasraton ke gulinstan me
Jaha khumari hai madhoshi hai nasha sa hai fizaon me
Awaragi hai sargoshi hai maza sa hai intazar me..

kuch aur kadam chala aage ye dil
to mila aur ek jaha use jo sirf
usaka hai uska hai aur uska hai
Iss jahan ne is kadar hai badal di duniya uski
jo uska tha na vo uska hai ab
jo hai vo ye pal hai jo mila hai bade intzaron se use

Tabhi maine suna hai mujhse abhi
udd ja khawaisho ke pankh liye
hasraton ka jahan intzaar me hai

Isolation speaks........

My isolation says to me give your time to me and I am all yours trust me………

   I am felling blue today.  I don’t know where is life going what is there for me.  Everything is fine in life, everything is going smooth but still I feel something missing.  What is missing I don’t know.  I realize it happens when u are not doing what you want.  I know it is as difficult to do what you  want as it is simple to say what you want.  My most of the time spent thinking about who I am where I wanna go and what I m doing how will I go what next….I got the answers, when I will be happy but it depends when the situtation comes in my favor.  Yaaaaa its tough but I should enjoy my isolation.  My isolation says to me to live for him, my isolation asks time for myself and believe once you are busy with someone in life nobody asks for the time for yourself it’s the time when you can do whatever you want to do start from the smallest one….In life whenver you see you have nothing to do do what all small things you wanted to do.  If you like travelling and want some change go somewhere now you would think I don’t have money common dude these all are just crap.…going out does’nt mean you plan for U.S. trip whenever you feel like travelling come out from your home see around you there are many places in your city where you havn’t been…try this you would love it.  Don’t look for sombody that someone will give company only then you will go try to look around you there are manier things which you have ignored just for thr sake of getting something big.  Try cooking…cook something for you, watch movies which you were planning to watch from a long time,  write something don’t wait to write an epic atleat write what you  feel about today once you get in to these habits you would never be bore, you would never be alone. Do just  what you want to do not for the world, family and friends but for you, for your isolation and once you start luving your isolation believe me you would not be isolate.